Cross the line if you know all about lost time but can’t get yourself to make amends when you still can and the idea haunts you.
Trying to continue with every day life like things are normal but there’s a void I feel without him around. Fuck all I wanna do is laugh again with you we don’t even have to talk but seeing him bought me too much joy. Where’s it all now? What do I do from here? Continue to pray for him. Continue to pretend like he’s gonna let me visit him at the hospital pretend we played video games together as chemo rode the waves in his veins and at night i stayed there and we talked about good times. I only know how to pretend now. So i Pretend like things are the way they’re supposed to be